Monday, July 30, 2012 @ 8:09 PM
it was such an adventure. so my jijae & her mom (my boss lol) invited me to go on their family outing. which originally me and jijae were suppose to take nice pictures and what not. but because her family wanted to go out, plans had to change. and they wanted me to go with them since i'm leaving next week. and so her parents, two brothers, angela (her cousin from cali), her aunt & uncle and their three kids, plus her & kevin and then me all went to these beautiful falls. we basically spent the whole day there. left around 9, got there at 11. and then didn't leave until 5. because we went to the lower falls first and walked around and stopped alot to take pictures. we were a huge group of asians haha. like these two white kids behind us were like "omg it's chinese people." OTL. but we're not chinese sigh. but then we went to the upper falls. AND OMG. one set of stairs was 96 and the other one was 114. me and jijae, it killed us lol. going down them were fine but going up omg. but hey we made it lol. kevin and tommy were ahead of us. and we were only half way through them and they were at the top already all "are you guys coming? come on it's not that bad." .___.
and idk if it was the heat or what, but when kevin dropped off me and jijae at my house, i got sick so bad. i threw up three times and couldn't eat. but we decided to watch some shinhwa broadcast haha. and jijae LOVED it. i mean it is our boys from back in the day. or should i say men lol. after i had to take her home around 10pm. i was still feeling sick but yeah. luckily i felt a bit better today. i just went to work today and then came home and rested in bed on my laptop. oh and my coworker ;___; Ellen <3 she gave me a going away gift. it was the new loreal Pink Plush lipstick that i wanted laksdljsakdj. she didn't have to but she did. i love it so much.
tomorrow, i work at night so can't really do anything. wednesday, after work, i might redye my ends. and thurs & fri idk what i'm doing yet other than working half days. then saturday i work all day. then sunday, me & jijae are going to finally do our photoshoot. and then i have to finish packing. and then i'm off to sister's on monday. then tuesday I'M OFF. like i can't believe i will be in korea next week. actually doing the stuff i want ;___; so crazy.
Friday, July 27, 2012 @ 9:39 PM
well more like 10 busy days since tomorrow MIGHT be a lazy day for me since i don't know what to do tomorrow. other than i'm going to get up early and head to zumba with my best friend and boss (her mom). i want to do something but there is nothing to do.
sunday i'm going to spend the day with one my best friend. going to take pictures and eat and watch shinhwa broadcast maybe.
monday - friday i work half days. so half of the days i probably will do nothing lol.
saturday i work all day until 8pm. my last day of work. then after i might go to the fair with my coworkers. well maybe idk. probably be there for a couple hours.
sunday- i have to pack. try to spend some time with my dad. and yeah.
monday- i gotta get up early, we're going to head to my sister's. spend the whole day with them and spend the night there since she is two hours closer to the airport.
tuesday- wake up early once again and head to the airport laskdjasd. then 1 hour flight to one destination, 40 min lay over there. then there straight to korea 14 hour flight. i will arive in korea on wednesday at 3:40 pm 8D. yep pretty crazy but exciting. then it goes from there.
Saturday, July 21, 2012 @ 7:01 PM
i think it's already monsoon month in korea. according to Pabu it is. he said they had a typhoon the other day. that is one thing i do not miss about korea. last time i went, god the rain was horrible. it was actually august that was the worst. like you would be walking with your umbrella but still get soaked some how lol. it's basically kind of pointless to even carry one. but HALLELUJAH lol. i was afraid of it happening in august but it seems that i will be missing it. *knock on wood* lol. i know it will probably rain though but i think i will miss the big stuff. it's also really humid there too but it was like that last time, so i guess i will just get use to it ;__; 2 weeks and 3 days a way. it's getting close...
Thursday, July 19, 2012 @ 7:06 PM
me and my best friend are going to do a marathon before i go to korea. we're going to watch all the old super junior stuff we use to watch. back 6 years ago and bring our good old crazy memories back plus some old big bang stuff too. just for the heck of it. and probably going to watch some SHINHWA broadcast since shinhwa is like the start of it all for us. (along with suju) but yeah, to me it's really heartbreaking to watch shinhwa broadcast sometimes. i know i wasn't there when they FIRST came out. i became their fan in 06 and just still in the passed 6 years, watching them grow and stay together this long is just amazing. me and amanda would have never thought that back then this shinhwa would still be together till this day.
minwoo is my favorite, i mean i followed him as he went solo and stuff, but come on. how can you not love the other members. they're 30 years old but so energetic and lovable. freaking HILARIOUS. more hilarious then alot of my favorite groups actually. it's never a dull moment with them. what would the kpop world be without shinhwa? they give so much hope to alot of groups. every group strives to stay as long as they did, and some might. but it takes alot for that to happen. you got to have the bond like shinhwa does and have the motivation they have.
okay i got a bit off topic, anyways yeah. i'm excited. it's actually amanda's idea and idk when we are going to. maybe sunday or something. i think she wanted to since i mentioned about us watching super junior back in the day and dancing in front of her tv back then on her birthday card xD
Sunday, July 15, 2012 @ 12:08 AM
so far away yet so close. it just seems like it's going by so slow haha i hate it. so i'm kind of debating if i want to hit up my church friends there or not. the thing is, i don't know if i'm going to go to my grandma's church this time. i'm thinking about going to my friend Kara's church this time. I went twice last time and i loved it. mainly because it's an english based church in kangnam. and their pastor...is awesome. Not only is he Tim Hwang's brother. (tim is a korean singer) but he actually has a cool way of preaching. I don't know, I don't really get bored listening to his lessons. And Kara said she's going back to korea in the beginning of August since she's been home for a month now. and so I might go to church with her. She's been teaching english there for the longest time. I think since 2006 actually. Six years and she loves it so much. but yeah, maybe I will visit my other church friends once...to see what they are up to haha. kind of miss them. but we'll see what goes.
Sunday, July 8, 2012 @ 11:02 AM
that i'm actually leaving in 4 weeks to korea. i know i am, it's just it really hasn't hit me yet. i keep having dreams about me packing and everything lol. i'm really excited but there's a huge part of me that's really nervous and worried. and it's not about me leaving or being in korea. it's about here, at home. personally family things that have gone out of control. and i'm just scared something like that will happen again. i don't know, i guess you would have to know and understand the situation. i rather not speak of it because it's just something no one can really do. right now, everything is just fine and the way it's suppose to be. but once me & mom goes and comes back, that's when it might happen again. i pray that it doesn't ):
Wednesday, July 4, 2012 @ 3:17 PM
because my plans have went down hill. my plans were to get my check yesterday when i went to work, use tuesdays tips and pay off my car insurance of last month and then thursday's & friday's tips i was going to use towards gas to go and get deedee and bubbha so they can stay at my house for two weeks. but i didn't work yesterday because we closed at last notice. i didn't know until 2 hours before going into work. and we already had plan to close today. so i've been off work five days in a row with like a couple dollars in wallet. completely low on gas. so i decided that i can't go now to get them because i have to pay off insurance still. and i need to put some kind of gas into my car plus i have to buy a couple birthday presents. but i was thinking "oh maybe i can go next weekend" but i can't because i forgot i have to work. which i'm not complaining at all because I NEED MONEY lol. i only have 5 more weeks until i'm leaving. so i'm not even probably going to go down at all now. i will get to see them before i go though since i will spend the night before i go with them. i find it kind of a waste of gas to go in 3 weeks when i am going to down anyways. i'm kind of hoping they come up to visit me atleast a couple days this month. i mean if they really want to spend time with me before i go. but if they don't then whatever lol.
it's not like i don't have money in the bank because i do, but that is completely stricted for using in korea only. i just don't have any extra money to spare the month either. i still have car payment & car insurance at the end of the month. i have a few things to get to get ready for korea. like stuff i need that i won't find in korea. since i'm particular with deoderants, pads, and other female things because I have certain types i like and i'm picky so i need to stack up on things lol.
but yeah only good thing is i'm leavingggg in 5 weeks lol. jijae gave me a list of beauty products to get her. like there has got to be like 10 things she wrote me so far OTL.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012 @ 8:32 PM
some girl on tumblr says that ZE:A relies too much on DongJun and that he'd be better of in another company. apparently he doesn't need 8 people weighing him down.
No. DongJun honestly, isn't the most talented ZE:A member. yeah he can sing and yeah he can dance. but there is other members that are better at singing than him and better at dancing than him. if we're talking about in both fields, Kevin is. I like DongJun. though there are times where I wish he was less cocky about himself. I still find him a warm hearted kid. But his voice in all honesty isn't the best. But also ZE:A wouldn't be ZE:A without him or any of the members. this is actually Star Empire's doing. The people who write their songs and splits their parts. I'm really frustrated with the point that in their title song, they gave half of the song to DongJun. this wouldn't really big deal to me if he didn't get to shine before, but he has. in most title songs. I think it's about time to give the spotlight to another member. He's had the spotlight way too long. I was actually quite surprised that Kevin had very little parts when they usually give him alot as a well. Yeah sure KwangHee had his spotlight in varieties & SiWan with dramas, but I'm talking about with their music.
In Heart For 2, luckily MinWoo got to shine. and he got to shine a little in Love Coach. But all other times? Mainly DongJun and Kevin. I just wish KwangHee would get a little more spotlight than he does, same with JunYoung & MinWoo. I'm happy they made Siwan the "male lead" in the MV.
I don't know, i love the song and everything. it's just that fact. and that people have to degrade the rest of ZE:A because of it.
Sunday, July 1, 2012 @ 2:44 PM
i feel like i've been spazzing more about ze:a than i am about joon. but honestly, at the end of the day, he's the last person i think about before going to bed. no one can surpass the love and admiration i have for him <3 ever. even if i love my other biases too, not as much as i love joon. it's been over two years since he's been my ultimate bias. and that's the longest anyone has stood in that spot. i freaking love him and always will, i know it. i just miss him and him not being much active. well he is with the drama and a few variety shows. but actually i miss mblaq as a whole. i miss them promoting and i miss their personal variety shows. sigh. i forever love my crazy babo <3 he knows how to make my days even better.
