Sunday, July 8, 2012 @ 11:02 AM
that i'm actually leaving in 4 weeks to korea. i know i am, it's just it really hasn't hit me yet. i keep having dreams about me packing and everything lol. i'm really excited but there's a huge part of me that's really nervous and worried. and it's not about me leaving or being in korea. it's about here, at home. personally family things that have gone out of control. and i'm just scared something like that will happen again. i don't know, i guess you would have to know and understand the situation. i rather not speak of it because it's just something no one can really do. right now, everything is just fine and the way it's suppose to be. but once me & mom goes and comes back, that's when it might happen again. i pray that it doesn't ):
