this has made me love him even more, is that weird? this is the most cutest reaction i have ever seen to a balloon popping. it was so random too because kang mireu was talking about this rabbit...and here is hyuksoo in his own world, playing with the balloon kang mireu got and then POP. lool. so precious.
you are not just handsome & charismatic. this drama shows how adorable you can be. and i love it. i love that you can play this kind of role. it shows a great side of you.
i just want to stick him in my pocket and keep him to myself...forever. i don't want anyone to snatch away this great man. i know it's selfish. sighh.

I am sooo happy that there is Lee Chang Sun. He made a lighter tunnel for me in life and I thank him so so much for that. Just for him being him. The upbeat, silly person he is, helped me get through rough bumps. I truly do not know how I would be now if it wasn't for him and I'm not exaggerating. Just typing this makes my eyes watery and I don't know why!
I hope he never changes and knows what a wonderful person he is. To everyone around him and all the good deeds he has done. He makes me smile and proud of him.
well thankyou to mblaq in general. i love all 5 boys unconditionally. they all mean so much to me. ;)

t seems that many people are so ungrateful towards their parents. the ones that piss me off the most are the ones when their parents give them so much but it's not good enough for them. they go off and say they hate their parents so much because things don't go their way. they don't realize how much their parents love them. those, to me, are spoiled brats that need a reality check. how can you act like that towards the people who brought you to this world and gave you food, a roof & a life over the years? you people disgust me. you should be damn grateful for everything you get. doesn't matter what it is, it's the thought that counts.

though he's a bit crazy...okay really crazy. but the fact that he loves 2ne1 and is a CL fanboy. OMG you're perfect. oh & to top it off, he looks up to Lee Byung Hun. GOOD CHOICE JUSTIN. GOOD CHOICE. and he's more cuter when he speaks in korean. hopefully he can start in the korean industry soon like a drama or movie or even a mv :) and i love the fact that him & brian are good friends. i just still can't get over the fact that he's 30. after I seen his other side, (not just the crazy side), he's pretty cool. :)

and i am extremely jealous. that's the place i want to go most right now. and he was like "well save up money and go with us!" and i was just like "yeah i could never have enough by then."
i'm sorry, but not everyone has money like you bro. i just can't save up like $2000 in a couple months.

besides....i rather go by myself before going with him lol. but i didn't tell him that of course. but i'm being totally serious. i would not enjoy myself if i went with him & his wife. it would be extremely awkward for one and two, i wouldn't be able to go the places i really want to go and enjoy myself. sometimes he's cool and sometimes he's someone i just want to slap. he'll just start complaining about other family members. oh and he loves talking about me behind my back to my sister and them. how i'm "weird" & dress different. whatever.
I'M GOING TO GO TO ITALY WITH HYUKSOO OKAY?

these are my ideal guys. both of them put together = perfect. they set my standards so high that i am WAY too picky when it comes to guys. everyone around me knows how picky i am. it's probably bad but i can't help it. it's probably bad that i care about looks just as much as personality. though i would never go for a guy who is really handsome but his personality is ugly and boring. i want one who is beautiful inside and out. i want one who has good style. more on the chic or rock chic side. one that takes good care of himself. someone who has a good head on their shoulders. either one who is handsome but has a dorky personality & a sweetheart like Joon. or one who is differently beautiful but is genuine, sweet & down to earth like HyukSoo. whatever, i don't care. i'm not rushing myself. i am going to wait until i find the right one. i honestly don't care if OTHER people think i need to find someone. i will find him when it's the right time. i'm only twenty and i rather enjoy life like this while i can.

they got me a pink & black hello kitty scarf from forever21 & also a hello kitty blanket/snuggie thingy haha. both i need and love so much!


hello kitty keyboard which i needed a new key board for my desktop computer. so this is wonderful. and the hello kitty watch that i really wanted ;___;


this is the best gift i ever had recieved. it's small because i am small & have small hands. and it's pink. i think i almost cried when i opened this. it's something i am so thankful for and something they didn't have to do but they did. & i also got a new desktop computer. my mom painted it pink for me and drew hello kitty on it. i needed a new computer (for my recordings / games / drama watching) and i was going to buy  me one. they shouldn't have done this. it probably was not cheap ;___; i just i don't know, i am very thankful and i love them so much. i am also glad they love what i got them.

oh & my nephew, who is 9, is so adorable. i gave him money for xmas. and i don't get to hang out with him much. but he's such a sweet heart & a dork. he took out this small Pikachu plushie & was like "i didn't get you an xmas gift so i am giving you this!" it was so sweeeet! <3 i love him haha. we spent the whole day playing wii. mario & rabbids go home.

it has been a pretty decent day. my brother, sister in law & nephew stopped by today. we did some chit chatting, exchanged gifts & then i played wii with my nephew :) then after they left, i went to get pizza with my dad and we had that for dinner and now i'm playing Mario Party on wii with my momma :) soon, we're going to open gifts since it's our tradition is this every year. we open on xmas eve.

that is definitely the saddest ending i've seen in a drama. More sad than I'm Sorry I Love You which was the saddest drama ever. But Tree With Deep Roots ending just beat it to the punch. not only did SoYi die, but Kang Chae Yoon fought & protected the king til his death for SoYi. Because he loved her & she told him as she was dying "you have to watch the letters spread & watch the king to give the definitions. for me." & then MooHyul, the king's top gaurd & basically his best friend, died just protecting him till the end.
OH and to just make it worse, YoonPyung (hyuksoo) died. it was so freaking sad because even though he was on the bad side, all he ever did was protect his leader, Jung Gi Joon. (the baddest) but how loyal he was, was amazing. As Jung Gi Joon was trying to escape, YoonPyung was by his side and protected him. his last words were on the lines of "Go. This is my place to die, it seems." & He smiled to him. Stupid Jung Gi Joon ran away and left YoonPyung on his own to fight. & Though YoonPyung was the best, all the royal gaurds were too much and they kept slicing him & cutting him. He kept going and going just to protect him. & As he realized one of the royal gaurds were shooting an arrow towards Jung Gi Joon, YoonPyung turned around and looked to Jung Gi Joon and saw the arrow go through his back. & that's when they finished off YoonPyung by stabbing a sword through his body. and the look on his face as he was dying, omg, that got me so bad. just thinking about it makes me cry. it really gets to me.
I don't know but this drama was good. Really good and HyukSoo did an amazing job. I am so proud of him. I actually want him to do more dramas like this. This drama is on my top favorites now.