Friday, April 20, 2012 @ 5:25 PM 
i had an exceptionally good day. went to work like usual. then later my parents got me a pink PINK cake lol. but sadly walmart messed up on it and my dad was upset about it. but it's okay, atleast i had a cake :) then when jijae got done with work, she came over and we ate the yummy food my mom made. seaweed soup, dduk(rice cake), chopchae & kimbap. yum yum yum. hehe. and then she hung out with me & deedee for a couple hours. then after she left, me and deedee had fun with the helium balloons omg. i blame ze:a because they were so funny with the balloons. but for my gifts this is what i got.
ellen - money & $10 off gift card from khols.
jijae - hello kitty plushie, gd socks & cl socks.
deedee - didn't have money so instead she spent a couple hours looking for SiWan pictures for me 8D
uncle - hello kitty make up bags.
parents - guitar tuner, high wasted shorts from f21 (<3), hello kitty piggy bank, wine since it was my 21st bday lol & money. oh and there's bbcream & mblaq blaq% cd that hasn't come yet and they got me that too.
pabu - got me jay's new breed album but hasn't came yet xD
and i guess my other friends are giving me there's later. or thats what they say lol. but anyways i am happy with everything. on sunday jijae, her mom (my 2nd mom), her sister michelle, my mom & deedee are all taking me out for a late b-day get together dinner thingy hehe :)
simple birthdays mean more to me so i'm happy with my day yesterday <3
Wednesday, April 18, 2012 @ 10:46 PM 
i was watching ZE:A's reality show before debut....and i've come across some horrible things. this group went through alot of harsh words and even physical "abuse". their company is harsher than most companies i've seen plus they even hit their own trainees. is that even right? i know being a trainee is hard, but you don't hit them. that's just plain wrong. they were especially harsh on kwanghee. so many people treat him like he's a plastic who has no talents. but this kid right here can freaking sing. i was even surprised. who cares if he got surgery done, he's handsome and he had his reasons. i wish people would see beyond that.
i think ze:a is okay. alot better than the other "rookie" groups that debuted that year. i just wish they have better music. like Maseltov was okay and that's it...lol.
but ANYWAYS, thanks to SiWan (my bias) got me to sort of like this group now. And i magically got Aika to like them too lol. :)
Tuesday, April 17, 2012 @ 4:35 PM 
no surprise though. he loves talking about me to our other family members. he always has to say his two cents about everyone else's lives to other people. apparently i'm spoiled. he doesn't like my car. he thinks my job doesn't pay me enough. dad treats me different than he treated him. he doesn't like the fact that i like korean music YET I AM HALF KOREAN. he thinks i dress weird. and all this bull crap. i honestly could care less because he's wrong in everyway possible. he doesn't barely know me. we're not close and it's his fault.
being my half brother doesn't make it any different than being a full brother. my sister is my half sister and we are extremely close. he literally thinks his life is amazing because he's a janitor at some high end company and has a nice new car. oh and his so called wife is possibly leaving him. and to him he thinks it's better than his. having nice things doesn't make anything better. idk i wish he would just say things to my face rather than to other people. he does it to everyone else in the family too. next time he does it, i'm not gonna just sit back and listen. i think i am going to blow. some kind of family member he is. i hate him so much sometimes yet i still love him because he is my brother after all. even if i was afraid of him when i was younger. i wish he'd get a huge reality check and straighten up everything in his life for once.
Monday, April 16, 2012 @ 5:28 PM 
it's been a while since i've been on here...honestly, i forgot about it. so here i am. i am going to make a huge long post about what i've been basically doing. i think i last updated before i went down to my sister's.
so i spent a whole good 4 days there, i think? i went shopping with my mom, deedee & kadie. i wasn't suppose to buy anything but i ended up buying an earing, necklace, t-shirt & bracelet. but i don't regret buying them because i love them all alot. there was a stupid head at the mall who apparently was texting and just HAPPENED to trip over a BIG PLANT when we walk buy. seriously? and all his friends looked at us first then was like "omg dude you okay? hahahahahaha." and you know what i did? i walked by and literally bluntly blurted out "he did it on purpose." i don't even care, that was stupid. not even funny. kids these days.
i basically spent the weekend playing Resident Evil, some game that was like Dynasty Warriors & Uncharted 3. which was fun like always. i always love playing video games with my sis. and DeeDee ended up coming home with me though her mom (my sis) was mad about it bcuz shes staying for a month. but DeeDee is 19 and she can basically do what she wants so she came anyways and hopefully my sister isn't still mad about it.
yeah and we've been doing these pass two weeks is tumblr, watching dramas, watching movies, playing video games, eating, making videos, taking pictures & all that good stuff. Oh and of course i have been working. Work isn't so great right now since our town no longer has a freaking hospital. yeah that means no ER or anything. Closest one now is 40 min away which is scary. And everything now is just slow and no business because of this. we are barely getting by right now. Our hours have been cut down because of this. I am really going to need to get a second job soon.
BUT plus side is, i am getting alot more than expected for my taxes. Last year for some reason i got $100 only which was bull but this year I am getting about $600 back. YEAH which helps alot towards my trip to korea. makes me a LITTLE less worried. Just paying bills right now is getting frustrating ONLY because not only bills are due, but so much bdays coming up like kadie's, dad's, katie's, aika's. then there is mother's day plus i have a baby shower this weekend. also on top of that there is going down back to my sister's in a week and a half which takes gas to get there & food and etc. plus new drivers license which is due by thursday before my B-Day plus license plate. UGHH this is life guys, it hits your really hard sometimes. I am trying really hard to work this out without becoming broke lol. It's just a bit hard with how work is going right now. I apologize if i sound as if i'm whining and complaining about all this, it's just a bit frustrating for me atm. but i am trying to pull through :)