if that's what you even want to call it. but i really don't know what it is, but old ft island videos is all i want to watch just so i can watch wonbin. i realized that i like the old jonghoon... when he was awkward and idk, just genuine. not the new one anymore. he's not the same anymore. people change, and oh well it happens. but to me, wonbin hasn't. and i've always had a soft spot for him. i now consider him my "ft island" bias. i never realized how adorable and "special" he was lol. him leaving, seems a bit bitter sweet to me now. always has but lately, even more. i hope his star will shine soon, as i always say. but anyways, i'm afraid my wonbin "fever" will fade.... and i don't want it to.