not a bad hate, just hate him because i am attached to him too much. does that make sense? i like him way too much. everyday or every time i see him, he just makes me like him even more. and i hate it so much because i will never have him. never. no matter how much of a dream i have, it will never happen. he makes reality hard for me. the way he treats them and his father skills makes my heart flutter. literally. why are you so perfect, wonderful and amazing? why do you have to be the person you are? why couldn't you just be someone i met on the streets? just a normal person without all that shine? then i know i could have you. i'm saying selfish things, i know. it sucks really... i hope you find someone that will love you as much as i do, if not, more than i do. you deserve the best partner in life. even if i'm upset, i will still be happy for you.